Mama

Salam 1 April 

Harini terdengar conversation officemate dengan mak dia.

Tiba-tiba aku pun jadi sebak tapi tahan je la air mata.

Tiba-tiba macam terdetik, macam mana la kalau arwah masih hidup?

Macam mana cara kami bersembang?

Satu perasaan yang sukar nk explain. Betapa kadang-kadang aku rindu nak gelak-gelak dengan mama.

Nak menyakat dia. 
Nak peluk-peluk dengan dia. 
Nak request makan sedap-sedap. 
Nak clingy dengan dia waktu sakit. 
Nak sembang panjang dengan dia. 

Mama meninggal masa tu aku form one. Muda sangat.

Teringin aku nak tengok wajah dia bila aku dapat result spm.
Tengok aku dapat ijazah. Naik pentas masa grad. 
Paling aku teringin menjadi orang paling dekat waktu aku nikah, 
Tapi itulah salah satu nikmat dunia, kasih sayang dan doa ibu tu dah takde.
Bermula saat arwah mama kembali ke Rahmatullah.

Mulai detik tu, aku jadi tak reti.
Mak mentua aku baik tapi aku tak reti nak lebih-lebih.
Sebab aku hormat dia sebagai mentua.
kadang aku jadi tak reti nak layan.
Dekat 13 tahun aku hidup takde mak. 
Yang besarkan aku pun abg dan kak ipar aku.

Orang tak faham apa yg kita cuba kata.
Tak akan faham sampai dia sendiri yang kehilangan ibubapa.
Luar nampak aku happy enjoy life.
Sedangkan dalam hati ni, bila terdetik pasal mama
Mesti aku kalah. Air mata mula berlinang.
Tak mudah untuk kita belajar hidup berdikari.


Semoga aku terus kuat dan cekal hati.
Aku percaya mama pun tak suka tengok aku lemah.
Sebab mama juga seorang yang kuat semangat.
Walaupun dia ada sakit jantung, 20 tahun lamanya dia fight.
Aku tetap bersyukur Allah bagi masa hidup 12 tahun dengan mama.
Kenal mama. Merasai kasih sayang nya walaupun sekejap.
Mungkin akan ada lagi yang lebih sedih daripada aku.

Al Fatihah untuk mama. 

Yang sentiasa ada dalam doaku sentiasa..

Meet my husband :)

Salam my little blospot!

I am sure no one will read this. 

But i want to post here. mana tahu one fine day, my children will able to read his/her mom's babling :P

30.11.2018

I am officially as a wife to Encik Mohd Safuan after 10 months 'ikat tepi' or orang panggil 'engaged atau bertunang'. The majlis held at Mali Home , Assam Kumbang which located at the centre of Taiping. Well , the majlis went smoothly. Thanks to my kak ipaq, Kak Eja. She is the one who struggling managed everything. Daripada catering, bridal, hantaran and so on. Same goes to my beloved brother, Abg Eman :)

Meet my husband :)

He came from Sg Petani. 7 years older than me. Chubby cheeks but he denied. He told that he was a handsome guy. Kacak katanya *muntah pelangi :P*

Dear husbaby,

Eventually, you are able to tied me as your wife legally.
Able to sekali lafaz nikah on our solemnization.

We made a plan to married. Alhamdulillah, Allah has made it comes true.

I am not promise you to be a good wife. But i am promise to learn be your good wife as much as i can . We still undergo learning process to know each other, what your likes or dislikes, and and and i am trying to adapt to in love with your hardcore hobbies such as badminton and football. It is not easy for me who is very dislike to sports activities. Please guide me and support me ya!

I knew you are strong. We still new in this relationship. However we go through this together. I will stand at your behind. Insya Allah. 

I always pray to Allah for His blessings, guide us to the right path and .... its okey i will finish the duas in my prayer. *cakap sikit-sikit udah le, nanti org tau :P*

Thanks again B . I love you to the moon and back *mini love*


Sincerely your wife,

Nature Guide Course at Segantang Garam, Merbok.

Assalamualaikum

Well its been a year i've left this blog over..

Okey let's start!

After two months after graduation, i joined a nature guide course at Segantang Garam, Merbok Kedah. The place that i found my cinta hati :P 
It was enjoyable course.  Guided by PERHILITAN , TOURISM KEDAH, MOTOUR, ICU PENANG and PPK Merbok. Thanks to Mdm Lenee, my former lecturer during my diploma. She was the one at my behind of my success to get the license as a Qualified Nature Guide for Kedah/Perlis region.

Here my senior guide , En Faizy. Got lots of knowledge both in nature and city guide. 

My teammates :)

My sempoi facilitator , Che Wan. hehe.. Pls ignore that oily face. Affected by the breeze of sea water for 18 days Yes , we stayed at floating house called as Chalet Terapung :D

Fellow friends that closed to me .. Bal Renjong and Jenab. 
Oh ya, at behind? :P later will talk about it.

Kayaking.

Sunset beautiful and calmy.

My adopted mama's floating restaurant :)

My 1st time ever here .. Semeling near to mangrove exhibition centre .

It was a beneficial course for me since i am degree holder in Tourism Management. I think it crucial to have that license. Most important , knowledge that i gained from the course. Yes.. :)


Talk to you later..

Love,
Katie
July 2016

Happy Father's Day & Ramadhan 2015

Bismillah..

This 'Happy Father's Day' wishes goes to my beloved ayah (yg kini berada di perantauan.. eh JB ;) ), Shamshul Kadri and also to all my elder bros.. Masrul, Shariman & Ahamad Mazlan.

Not only dad but also to my bros.. The best men that i knew through out of my life were you.

No words can describe how much i love you.

I don't know how to reward on your kindness in raising me during i lost our mom.

Some of you have took care good of me from my school time until here.. university life.

You have take place as my brother also as my father.

Thank you for everything. May Allah rewards all of your kindness :")

And Happy Ramadhan guys !

DAY 6 - Good bye Indonesia!

Bismillah..

Hari keenam yakni hari terakhir disini, kami freeee!

Lepas breakfast, kami ke Malioboro selama dua jam (9-11pagi). Waktu ni kami gunakan untuk beli cenderamata untuk keluarga dan sahabat handai. Aku pun sama. Belikan untuk Abg Eman purse kulit (again!), baju Hello Kitty untuk Anis, keychain untuk kawan-kawan kat Mcd, frdge magnet untuk Cik Ani, t-shirt capong Yogyakarta yang dikirim oleh kawan sekolah, Fitri also for my elder brother. Itupun tak cukup masa lagi.

Ikut hati aku nak shopping sejam je sebab nak rasa spa kat hotel. Murah kot spa harga RM30 kalau nak banding kat Malaysia yang akan cecah ratusan ringgit. Lagi satu sebab mungkin urat dan berlari kot berjalan sakan sepanjang di Indonesia. Nevertheless, tak kesampaian pun. T.T

 Balik bilik, kemas barang untuk check out. Berkali-kali check supaya tak tinggal barang. Paling penting, passport mesti kena ada. Lepas luggage dah letak di lobi, pihak agensi loading masuk ke dalam bas. Dan kami? Sesi wefie terakhir di Yogyakarta!

Kami menuju ke kedai bakso in town. Mas Tommy, tour guide kami expresskan rasa sedih sebab kami nak balik. Dan kami semua enjoice kan diri nyanyi lagu Kenangan Terindah by Samsons ramai-ramai. :')

Bakso disitu memang enak banget. Nyummeh! Masih terasa sampai sekarang. Es Teler (minuman buah) pun sedap gile. Tak tahu mana nak cari kalau kat Malaysia. Haihhh..

Ada bezanya dari di Malaysia. Sos pun sedap!

Es Teler. 

Menunya mbakk. kehkeh

Yang buat tanda bagus itu Mas Tommy. Capcuiii! HAHAHA
with my classmates, From left: Bedah, Me, Kang, & Anas , the Penang Mai Guy. hihi

Kemudian, kami beredar menuju ke kedai bakpia. Kata Pak Afan, another guide, bakpia itu makanan tradisi orang Yogyakrta. Memang ramai sangat manusia kat situ. Kami ke situ hampir sejam sahaja. Kemudian, kami teruskan perjalanan ke Adisucipto International Airport.

Waktu disini, phone aku very very very about to die! Aku whatsapp awal-awal kat abang aku yang aku akan landing dalam pukul 9 malam waktu Malaysia. Sebab nak suruh dia pickup kat KLIA. Then, jam 5 kami berlepas pulang ke Kuala Lumpur menaiki Air Asia.

Flight kali nie sekali lagi dapat seat sebelah wing dan tingkap.Tapi aku memang banyak kali ketiduran sebab letih. Tapi benda yang buatkan aku terjaga balik bila bau nasi dan kari kurma ayam yang orang seat sebelah makan. Mak aii! Berkeroncong gile perut. Tak sabarrrr nak landing!

Dua jam kemudian.. Oh Malaysia kuuuuu :')

Kami landing around jam 9 lebih.. Cari luggage-check kastam-scan passport kat imigresen then ke arrival hall. Pinjam phone Ilyas nak call abang aku. Nasib jumpa kat Gate 2. Baru nak redha balik KL naik ERL je. Masuk kete minta dia bawa g makan. Lapaq oii!


Jalan di highway KLIA yang luas dan kurang sesak mengingatkan aku dengan Bandung & Yogyakrta yang sesak.. Goodbye Indonesia! Till we meet again ;)

End of my Indonesia trip!